Girl On The Move

4monthsary :)

2012-02-13T00:53:00.003+08:00

Amir nak commit suicide, Achik said NEHI NEHI AMIR NEHI! :p

Happy 4 monthsary, Mohd Hariz. Thanks for the purse!! LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!! :3 And not to forget, the lovely turtles :3 And kapal layar, and .. Mohd Hariz :3 and Hariz lagi, and Hariz lagi.. and I nak kurus lagi. Bwek bye! :* :*

How I Miss the 90's

2012-02-09T23:14:00.002+08:00

How I miss these guys. Much better than McFly!! There will be no other boy band that can be compared to BUSTED!! They may not my first album that I bought when I was twelve, but surely after 9 years, I still have them in my mp3. Kinda had a great crush on Charlie. His deep voice, voila!
While I was on Busted-marathon, it surely did brought back all the memories. I started listen to this band when I was 12. "Sleeping With The Light On" had been my favorite for years, besides of Who's David, Air Hostess, What I Go To School For, Year 3000, Thunderbirds Are Go and many more! I still remember how loud I was, fighting over Charlie with Atheera until there was a new band called, Simple Plan. But things just got worse when The Fall Out Boy appeared. PETE WENTZ RULES!! :p How I miss those days when I don't have to worry about anything but Charlie.. and Pete Wentz. :p
Over the past few months, I've been under.. you can say, pressure. Been missing my blog so much. Sorry, it's been a while :( But we can put that aside, for now. "Should I go for something that I enjoy doing, or something that I don't like but come with a great reward?" My friends has been very supportive. They came and sit with me, and some has been non-stop polluting my BBM with advices oh my, thank you so much! Boyfriend has done great with my non-stop PMS. Thank you BooBoo. :* How I wish they can stay with me forever and ever and ever ever forever ever :3 So I went to IDP 2 days ago, to get some.. advice. I might continue in UNSW or UNISA or Uni of Adelaide, I don't know but I can finally sigh a relief. It was very stressful to go over the list from A-Z, North to West, One to Hundreds, ok dah merapu.** And now I only have to concentrate on 2 to 3 universities then I can start apply yay! So long, London. I won't be doing law or business. Distance can kill the boyfie, so Aussie sounds fine to me. Hopefully for him too. :) But kena tunggu grad dulu -.-"

P/S : Abah, can I have a MacPro for my graduation? :3

The Prism Production

2012-02-09T18:17:00.000+08:00

As I promised, this is the music video by The Prism Production.Sorry for the delay. Enjoy (:
View : The Making Of..

ICE, ICE BABY

2012-02-08T19:24:00.001+08:00

Salam and a very good evening!! I won't say much (FOR NOW) but PLEASE DO come to our final event, ICE!! Well, that is actually stands for Islamic Communication Exhibition. It is an event that serves as a final project for the diploma students of the sixth semester from the Faculty of Communication and Media Studies UiTM Alor Gajah, Melaka. (**appaluse**) Spearheaded by none other than the students themselves, the event will be exhibiting the plethora forms and facets of Islamic communications to the audiences.Staying true to its founding maxim; 'Reviving the Spirit of Islam', the event will serve as a wakeup call towards the society into broading their perspectives towards Islam. Such event is an excellent platform in introducing ‘Islam’, not only as religion but as way of life towards the society. Not only that, the event will also be featuring interesting activities within Islamic contexts.The event itself is a 2 days event; held from 25 until 26 February 2012, which will be convened at the West Concourse Area in Dataran Pahlawan, Melaka.

Okay, that was from the ICE Facebook page where you can stay update for more info or you can follow their Twitter as well!! Tons of fun activities such as mystery slots from every class, fashion show, and more!! (baju sponsor okay, jangan lupa datang tengok! :3) DO come to our booths as we are presenting the latest information about latest issues in Islamic perspectives. As for my group, we are doing on baby dumping. Oh yeah, you can say.. MY GOD THAT IS SO DAMN CLISHE, MAN!! Oh yes. But the interesting part will be, if you EVER THINK OF DUMPING YOUR BABY, please come to our booth to get some info on WHERE TO DUMP and HOW TO DUMP YOUR BABIES. *wink

As for Melaka readers, you can listen to us LIVE on MelakaFm(102.3) on Wednesday, 15th Feb 2012 at 0930 p.m!! DO COME AND SUPPORT!! Dah datang jangan lupa hai :p Much love. :) xx

The One That Got.. Wait, What?

2012-02-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

P/S : Chester See, Y U SO SEXY!! :O And her BLUE EYES!! #faint

Pilih Kasih Sangat!

2012-01-27T23:44:00.001+08:00

Okay, it was a bit cocky but Alhamdulillah it went well. Have you all heard about PK recently? Well PK is an abbreviation for Pilih Kasih a show that is published by non than other the famous actor in Malaysia, Rosyam Nor. His love towards the 'dunia seni' make him to come out with an idea to search out for a new actor and actress train them with proper guidance so that they can achieve their ambition to be one of the best in this industry, ala ala Akedemi Fantasia but this reality show will not only teach them on how to be a singer but also on how to be an actor! Rosyam Nor has been collaborates with Datin Paduka Umie Aida, Erra Fazira and a few other veteran artists to make this happened. Well to be honest, I have never heard before about Pilih Kasih, (I stopped watching TV ever since I started UiTM) but eventually I've been invited to its press conference by one of the crew, Sofea. Honestly, things became even more awkward when they called me as a "blogger", which has led us to the media table; I think we sat with some newspaper journalists, 'cuz one of them looked very familiar to me. So yeah, was a good experience I must say, as I was actually missed one before with Melaka's Police Department during my 3rd sem. (BUMMER!!) This PC taken place in Holiday Villa, Subang. Oh by the way, they served the best bread pudding ever! So dah ke PC,tak salah share a lil bit about PK :) So hereby I list some of the detail on PILIH KASIH 3 on TV2.

Pilih Pilih Kasih:- 10 Episod,

30 minit

9.00 hingga 9.30 malam

20 November 2011 – 22 January 2012

Setiap Ahad

Kisah Pilih Kasih:- 24 Episod

1 Jam

9.00 hingga 10.00 malam

25 January 2012 – 12 April 2012

Setiap Rabu dan Khamis

Zoom Pilih Kasih:- 12 Episod

1 Jam

9.00 hingga 10.00 malam

28 January 2012 – 14 April 2012

Setiap Sabtu

Pentas Pilih Kasih:- 10 Episod

2 jam

9.00 hingga 11.00 malam

5 Febuari 2012 – 8 April 2012

Setiap Ahad

Pentas Akhir Pilih Kasih:- 1 Episod

2jam 30 Minit

9.00 malam – 11.30 malam

15 April 2012

Ahad

Imbauan Pilih Kasih:- 1 Episod

1 jam

9.00 hingga 10.00 malam

21 April 2012

Sabtu

Maybe it's hard to watch it for the first time, but tak salah give it a chance kan kan? :)

Manusia itu tamak. Even when we were stuffed with freeeeeee food, we were still heading to Upstairs Cafe in Subang which has led these beautiful desserts appetizingly lying on our table. Damn you, GOOD FOOD!

P/S : Thanks Sayang for writing this report. I was actually busy with my college yearbook and IELTS examination so yeah, he's being sho nice to write all this for me as he's been a good date for the whole day :p Thankyoubooboo :*

It's 12, Again!

2012-01-12T23:46:00.001+08:00

I got my eyes on this boy. Can't get him off my mind. He's one of a kind. The cherry to my pie. I just wanna get him close. Wanna make him mine. Come hold my hand and dance away the night. I- I- I wanna know who you are. My name is *ehemmm* and you can be my star. :p

***

Catchy track, I tell you. TROLOLOLOL. Pejam celik pejam celik, sudah 3 bulan kami bersama! *applause* Beautiful boy with 'em big brown eyes, be mine? :3 We spent the whole night in Klebang sumpah lah nyamuk macam haram. (Takda lah haram mana, sekor je pun) Nyamuk lain semua kacau kereta sebelah, he he he. (Kesian Zaza dan *ehem).

Oh well, what can I say. He's the apple of my eye candy sugar cane brown sugar (sihat sikit). Orang lain dapat bunga, untung badan dapat anak pokok lily dengan aloe vera. Siap 2 pasu free dengan baja! Awwwhh, Sayang why you so comel! :* :* Thanks for those beautiful months we spent together. Now that you've been in the list since Sept 2010, I'm hoping for you to stay until.. eeerr.. lama lama lah. Now that I get you, I know fear what it really was. Maybe we've been officially only for 3 months, but God knows how much dramas we've been through. Okay, actually not that much lah, sebab I good girl :p There's no turning back now. Even though I have my angin monsun yang tak tetap tarikhnya, but I'll try my best to be the best girl for you. Trying my best to .. behave a bit. Even though you never complain any, but yeah. Sometimes I do realize I'm over the pagar. And I feel bad about it. Sorry for any of my wrong doings. I may not be your perfect girl, but I'll try my very best to make you happy. And I hope for the best the world can offer us, insyaAllah. Thank you for always there for me. I love you, Mohd Hariz. Please don't give up on me. Not today, not tomorrow. Not any other day in the future.

Benci you. Bye.

January 11, 2012

2012-01-11T02:05:00.001+08:00

I Miss You, Mohd Hariz.

Hey Hey

2012-01-11T00:06:00.001+08:00

Beautiful muse to get you to sleep. 100 guaranteed! ;)

via Hariz Mohd :)

January 10, 2012

2012-01-10T23:25:00.000+08:00

I hope it's not too late towish y'all HAPPY NEW YEAR, everybody! Well, better late than never ayy? Newyear's resolution might be a little bit hard for me to make one. Having mybucket of goals well, still the same bucket actually. Some seeds take quitesome times to grow kan. I wanna be a fucking jedi! Fucking jedi!! #tetibe

I wish. (Tak salah kan nakjadi Jedi)

If only you realize this,mothafuckers. Growing up, we all had dreams. When I was a kid, I wanted to be apsychiatrist, but found that’s hard to do or worst, people would gone jump offthe building for having me as their doctor. (My late aunt told me that) Still here,prolly because I belong here, with my life, and these gorgeous people I love somuch aside. Life doesn't always turn out exactly how you plan it. Sometimes, itturns out better.

I wish I can hold to that alittle much longer.

It’s been hard for melately, to accept things, to lose things, to adapt, to consider, and to leave. EventhoughI’m full with all this nice shits but still, people tend to forget. So am I.Sometimes, I wish I can remember to be thankful for everything I have. Butstill, sometimes we just can’t accept for what happened. I tried my best towrite everything down, to let it all out, but I swear I don’t know how to putit in the nicest way. The words just jumbled inside my mind, not knowing whichone I could use, or where to begin with.

I’m afraid of my weight. I’mafraid of my physical. I’m afraid of being ugly. I’m afraid of my events. I’mafraid of my exams. I’m afraid of going abroad. I’m afraid of making mistake. I’mafraid to lose. I’m afraid to be rejected. I’m afraid of relationships. I’mafraid of marriage. I’m afraid of having kids. I’m afraid of being a daughter.I’m afraid of being a wife and a mother. I’m afraid of getting divorce. I’mafraid of being a friend. I’m afraid of being someone else’s. I’m afraid ofdeath. I’m afraid of the end of the world. I’m afraid of afterlife. I’m afraidof my own grave. I’m afraid of Allah SWT. I’m afraid of my future. I’m afraidof being a failure.

As you said earlier,TOGETHERNESS. What does it means anyway. I feel like I’m losing something.Something I don’t even know. My confidence is fading, day by day. No matter howhard these beautiful people trying to convince me. I guess, it’s not abouttogetherness with others, but with your own self. Bet I didn’t well bonded withmyself. It hurts to have all this mess inside me. I can’t go through even a daywithout a tear. Sometimes I wish I never existed. Sometimes I wish I can take itall away from home.

Oh wait, I wish I had one, aplace to call home. Sometimes I feel like I need some, treatments. Am I sick?Or fucking sickening? You know, like those drug-addicts. They're laughing oneminute, and then they're crying the next, and then they're trying to killthemselves in the bathroom for no good reason.

Damn, I have mental issues. -.-

Deathly Hallows

2011-12-23T23:52:00.000+08:00

Birthday Adi Datang Lagi!

2011-12-19T00:37:00.000+08:00

Hari ini harijadi kawan baik saya. Kami berkenalan sejak zaman berebut poster Hilary Duff sampai lah sekarang. Tadi saya telefon dia, ucap selamat hari lahir. Dia terharu saya pun malu. Saya tanya, apa azam baru? Dia jawab, "azam baru nak jadi STRAIGHT" :p HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY MOHD ADI LOKMAN!! ♥

A surprise party, planned by Haiqalala was a success! ;) Let the night holds the story itself. Have a good sleep, people. (: (:

xoxo

It's December 12, Baby!

2011-12-12T22:03:00.000+08:00

Reasons why I love Tin Tin?

1. He loves Spongebob more than I do.

2. His lame jokes never fails to make me laugh.

3. My car is full of Spongebob now.

4. He's my very own Mr. Google oh very the sexy!

5. He sarung me with kain pelikat when I was shivering.

6. Very the manja.

7. Very mengada-ngada one.

8. We went to the movie dengan muka tak mandi a.k.a. memang tak mandi.

9. He's a lazy bumbum.

10. Always be my Prince Charming even though dia obese ke apa lancau.

11. He's the one who's carrying Hariz Jr. YAY!

12. He loves to play with my fingers. Guess my fingers are way sexier than the owner.

13. I love the way he merajuk. Rasa nak tampar pun ada :*

14. Hish sho adowable when hish mewajuwk. #hugs!

15. He's so.. randomly.. lame.

16. He's full of surprises.

17. He gave me red roses.

18. He gave me pink lilies.

19. He gave me tons of rumput hijau.

20. He made me a paper heart.

21. He made me a ring.

22. He gave me white roses, free pasu sekali. Plus 2 mug.

23. He's my biggest enemy dekat cashier!

24. He's so big macam teddy bear. OH SO ADOWABLE!

25. He Skype me almost every single day.

26. He wants me to meet his Atok :')

27. His mommy bought me a sweater, a box of polaroid films, and 2 hershey's.

28. His daddy, well, bought me a bracelet! (greenlight lah kot? :p)

29. His daddy asked him to go out when I gave him a holiday!

30. His warm embrace.

31. I love his striking yellow Spongebob shirt. Sakit mata siot

32. Everytime I want to say the three words, rasa nak meninggal.

33. His brown eyes oh ala ala Edward Cullen :p

34. He's so vain, suka show off hidung mancung dia

35. He's my favorite supir ever!

36. He hi-ed me non stop even though I ended his chatbox zaman mengorat dulu.

37. He's a bit naive yet so brainy.

38. He loves Sejarah like what the fuck man

39. He always tarik my nose. No wonder morning flu non stop

40. He's a family-oriented person. Hubba hubbaaa *drool*

And the list goes on for like, 987875654246780927234659804814274569 more reasons or more. He may not as handsome as Jude Law, or UP gile macam korang, but he's the best damn thing that ever happen to me and if he is the one for me, then I am just the luckiest girl alive. Happy 2 monthsary, Mohd Hariz Shamsurizal (:

P/S : Jude Law, I still love you.

Imagine A World Without Muslim

2011-12-11T21:09:00.001+08:00

Saw this on Tumblr. (:

IMAGINE A WORLD WITHOUT MUSLIM
Yes, lets imagine a world WITHOUT MUSLIMS, shall we?

Without Muslims you wouldn’t have:

Coffee
Cameras
Experimental Physics
Chess
Soap
Shampoo
Perfume/spirits
Irrigation
Crank-shaft, internal combustion engine, valves, pistonsCombination locks
Architectural innovation (pointed arch -European Gothic cathedrals adopted this technique as it made the building much stronger, rose windows, dome buildings, round towers, etc.)
Surgical instruments
Anesthesia
Windmill
Treatment of Cowpox
Fountain pen
Numbering system
Algebra/Trigonometry
Modern Cryptology
3 course meal (soup, meat/fish, fruit/nuts)
Crystal glasses
Carpets
Checks
Gardens used for beauty and meditation instead of for herbs and kitchen.
University
Optics
Music
Toothbrush
Hospitals
Bathing
Quilting
Mariner’s Compass
Soft drinks
Pendulum
Braille
Cosmetics
Plastic surgery
Calligraphy
Manufacturing of paper and cloth

It was a Muslim who realized that light ENTERS our eyes, unlike the Greeks who thought we EMITTED rays, and so invented a camera from this discovery.
It was a Muslim who first tried to FLY in 852, even though it is the Wright Brothers who have taken the credit.
It was a Muslim by the name of Jabir ibn Hayyan who was known as the founder of modern Chemistry. He transformed alchemy into chemistry. He invented: distillation, purification, oxidation, evaporation, and filtration. He also discovered sulfuric and nitric acid.
It is a Muslim, by the name of Al-Jazari who is known as the father of robotics.
It was a Muslim who was the architect for Henry V’s castle.
It was a Muslim who invented hollow needles to suck cataracts from eyes, a technique still used today.
It was a Muslim who actually discovered inoculation, not Jenner and Pasteur to treat cowpox. The West just brought it over from Turkey.
It was Muslims who contributed much to mathematics likeAlgebra and Trigonometry, which was imported over to Europe 300 years later to Fibonnaci and the rest.
It was Muslims who discovered that the Earth was round 500years before Galileo did.

And the list goes on…

Just imagine a world without Muslims. Now I think you probably meant, JUST IMAGINE A WORLD WITHOUT TERRORISTS. And then I would agree, the world would definitely be a better place without those pieces of filth. But to hold a whole group responsible for the actions of a few is ignorant and racist. No one would ever expect Christians or White people to be held responsible for the acts of Timothy McVeigh (Oklahoma bombing) or Andreas Brevik (Norway killing), or the gun man that shot Congresswoman Giffords in head, wounded 12 and killed 6 people, and rightly so because they had nothing to do with those incidents! Just like the rest of the 1.5 billion Muslims have nothing to do with this incident!

Source:

http://www.independent.co.uk/

http://articles.cnn.com/
http://www.ummahedinburgh.co.uk/

Proud to be a Muslim (:

I Love You More Than Diet Coke

2011-12-11T17:41:00.001+08:00

Everything I like is either illegal, immoral, addictive, expensive or impossible but more on fattening. Ah yes, talking about getting fit. Currently I'm dealing with.... Well, I don't have any types of eating disorder so far. Makan is always be a beautiful thing to do when I'm bored, or feeling blue, or happy, or confused, or sleepy and so on. So the conclusion is, I'm gonna have this headache for my entire life.

I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO!!

I LOVE FOOOOOOD SO MUCH!!

Untitled

2011-12-10T23:10:00.001+08:00

How I miss spending some quality time with you.
How I miss having conversations with you.
How I miss going out shopping with you.
How I miss asking for your opinion to my whatever doubts.
How I miss going out makan with you.
How I miss all your bedtime stories before I go to bed.
How I miss all the good stuffs I heard about you.
How I miss looking at you like the way I used to.
How I miss, missing you.
How I miss thinking about you.
How I miss searching for you whenever I'm in trouble.
How I miss having you on my 1st speed dial.
How I miss your honesty.
How I miss your ways of thinking.
How I miss all of your great thoughts.
How I miss your rational thinking.
How I miss , my old Abah.

I rest my case.

Pearl Island, Malaysia

2011-12-10T22:40:00.001+08:00

P/S : Our one day trip was fun fun fun! Hope you enjoyed

your birthday trip. Happy 20th Birthday Amirah Hitam :p #December8

Also I wanna thank my bestfriend, Husna Banana

for your help. Thank you so much! 12 years and still counting :*

December 4

2011-12-04T22:41:00.001+08:00

No matter how much I'd try to forget that it happened, it will not happen. Sometimes, it's not the same thing that bugging us that keeps ourselves from striving ahead. Usually it's because it's too dificult, or too expensive, or too scary. Or sometimes, when you stop wishing, then you realize how hard it is to start again. Then you force yourself not to want it. But you know, the options are always there. Until you finish it, it will always be, unfinished. Life is too short, afterlife is waiting. Correcting myself, is it what I want or what I need?

And yeah, Belgium is waiting. But it seems kinda blur to me. So many things I have in mind. I thank God for everything I have achieved today, and blessed with. Alhamdulillah. But the future scares the hell out of me. But I can't just hold back because it's familiar. I know it's wrong. Easy to say thou, but hard to get my ass off. I almost forgot about that Belgium stuff but since Abah talked about that yesterday, or this morning, or 2 days ago, oh sh*t, my memory is getting worst -.-" but whenever that it was, it got me thinking. I mean, brought the whole thing back. That one thing that got me, to where I am. Having this big fat e-g-o, and rebel a bit here and there for some exciting chapters, with the presence of the world's best people around, I think I did a pretty good job myself. I am blessed. Syukur alhamdulillah. Hopefully, I'll do my Umrah somewhere in next year InsyaAllah, as my visa just got rejected. (I know it might sounds bad, but I was quite relief-- I'm not ready yet!!) Before all the good things come to its end, I'm gonna smile while I can. Hopefully it will lasts, until my very last breath.

Amin.

P/S : I had fun at Abg Syah's wedding today. Happy florist, I am! :D

Something Something

2011-11-25T14:43:00.001+08:00

Seriously, I don't know what to blog. I know its been a zillion times I said that but, its true! Grr. Lately, things just.. annoy me so much. I don't know. I just, I mean lately, it's very easy squeezy to get me annoyed of stuffs. Seriously, I need someone who really can handle my nonstop-PMS. Zzzz. I may not persuing my degree anywhere in Europe or even near it, due to some stuffs; that really got me annoyed fucking much. But still, I'm having my IELTS in February soon. Wish me luck on that, PLEASE! :3 So yeah, have made up my mind of changing my course into Graphic Design or something something to do with it, even Abah has gone panas bontot about it but yeah, slowly I'm turning into a rebelious kid nowadays. Zzzzz. So much depression I'm dealing with here but I'm trying my best to look up, and stay smiling. Seriously.

I'm tired of all this. Sheesh

My 20112011

2011-11-22T14:03:00.001+08:00

Oh btw, meet Ummi :)

Si Tua

2011-11-15T00:00:00.001+08:00

Thanks for the gift, Sayang. I love the rumput very much. Haha! :*

Sorry for the late reply. From the very bottom of my heart,

I apologize. I hope this will, at least, make your day. I love you.

**Sayang, you may click the picture for a larger version. :p

Major Turn On :p

2011-11-09T20:28:00.000+08:00

"Turning lesbians straight and
straight guys GAY,"
@aamnaali34 , 2011

You're insecure, don't know what for

You're turning heads when you walk through the do-o-or

Don't need make-up - to cover up

Being the way that you are is eno-o-ough

Everyone else in the room can see it

Everyone else but yo-ou

Baby you light up my world like nobody else

The way that you flip you're hair gets me overwhelmed

But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell

You don't know Oh oh

You don't know you're beautiful!

If only you saw what I can see

You'll understand why I want you so desperately

Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe

You don't know Oh ohYou don't know you're beautiful!

Oh ohThat's what makes you beautiful!

So c-come on, you got it wrong

To prove I'm right I put it in a so-o-ong

I don't know why, you're being shy

And turn away when I look in to your eye eye eyes

Everyone else in the room can see it

Everyone else but yo-ou

Baby you light up my world like nobody else

The way that you flip you're hair gets me overwhelmed

But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell

You don't know Oh oh

You don't know you're beautiful!

If only you saw what I can see

You'll understand why I want you so desperately

Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe

You don't know Oh oh

You don't know you're beautiful!

Oh ohThat's what makes you beautiful!

Na na na na na na naaaa na na,Na na na na na na.

Baby you light up my world like nobody else

The way that you flip you're hair gets me overwhelmed

But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell

You don't know Oh oh

You don't know you're beautiful!

Baby you light up my world like nobody else

The way that you flip you're hair gets me overwhelmed

But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell

You don't know Oh oh

You don't know you're beautiful!

If only you saw what I can see

You'll understand why I want you so desperately

Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe

You don't know Oh oh

You don't know you're beautiful!

Oh ohYou don't know you're beautiful!

Oh ohThat's what makes you beautiful!

P/S : Do you know one of the singer, Zayn Malik (the one with black hair cutie) is a Muslim? He's a British Pakistani! #MAJORTURNON♡

Blergh

2011-11-08T18:19:00.000+08:00

Currently addicted to Instagram. Sorry if I once polluted your news feed but I just, CANT HELP IT! :p It's been awhile I didn't spend my time with my dslr. Its because Im in love with Shamil's. Grrrr. It has this flip-able LCD or what is it called that that Live View thingy. Even though the MP is not as awesome as mine (dude, 18mp beb. whats not to love? :p) #bongkakMODE but but but I love the flip screen. Easier for me to main main self timer :p Well, thanks to my baby, I get an A for photo subject, and audio video production subject. Well, even though we used Lad's for the video clip but yah, adik beradik lah tu. Sejenis. So F you Nikon :p cuz we Canon, delighting you always. Aicecece #GGCanon!

My cycle is all fucked up. Seriously, I really have to practice to sleep early from now on. College gonna starts in less than 30days, (eventhough UiTM is declared as a University but I love the sound of college) and I can't even open my eyeeeees at 10am. Urgh! How to wake up at 7 lah macam ni! Grrr. Really need to adjust my biological clock. *sigh*

Just recovered from le food poisoning. Bazir hidup 4 hari dalam toilet. It was hell, I tell you. Insomnia for 2-3 nights. Sorry Sayang, I have to kacau you early morning cuz I was bored! Nothing to do and I cannot sleep grrr. It annnoyed me when I can't sleep and I have to watch you sleeping. Eeeeeii. So I play misscall misscall :p Funny lah you terkejut and wake up and hello hello but I wasn't on the phone. Shooo kiutt!! :3 So yeah. My tummy is now back to normal and I just had my lamb chop last night. Finally! #victorydance

OH OH OH and I'm sooooo into my new polaroid camera that I got from Izzul :3 Presenting, my newlyborn Fujifilm Instax 210! #bongkakLAGI** My new baby is a friggin nigga. It comes in black, sangat sexy! :p So yeah, the film is fucking expensive. Kena start mengorat tokei kamera. RM3.80 each mangkuk betul but yeah, that's the problem I have to risk lah now. Still sayang you 550D. But you super sharp nampak habis kawah bulan dekat muka -.-

Oh well, Justin Bieber won the EMA's Best Male Singer. Mari berjoget! Okay gotta go now. Skyping skyping! :p

You've Got a Friend In Me

2011-11-05T01:23:00.000+08:00

There's 87564534217297265329 chaps in Shah Alam, or Lendu, or anywhere in between that you'd think there'd be one for me to date. I'm afraid you'd be wrong. To start off, most of the good ones are taken. AGREE?! :p And some are with serious psychological issues. Blergh. Oh also the weirdos, the bastards and then the guys in fashion, which has made a quite population in my world. Which makes it little more harder to find one; cuz I'm d*ckless.

And there came this one annoying giant that just can't stop popping out from my chatbox. I was harsh. I just close the tab and appear offline, EVERY SINGLE TIME when he said hi. :p Meet, Hariz. Well, Hariz is Hariz. His jokes are the lamest among the lamest. Ended up, he laughed, alone. And there was the spark. He's a cute egg whenever he laugh. NO joke. It's like that that that Humpty Dumpty sho cute I wanna ngaaaaap! And his eyes gone sepet sampai tak nampak mana mata. And and and he has this beautiful pair of eyebrows. Makes him looks more like Shin Chan. My Shin Chan!♡

He's a good egg, and there's no leading man quite like him. The little quirks are precisely the things that I love. There's nothing wrong about Justin but he's no Hariz. Justin and the other men around me, have become a faceless blur, just like that. Only sometimes, when Justin sings, and perform, and smile, and laugh, and swag, excuse my fever Sayang. I love you. It's almost a month baruuuuuu tapi I love you and love you and I love you and love you and I love you and,.. Bwek. Thanks for everything Sayang. And bwek. Bwek. Love you. Bwek. Love bwek. You bwek. Bwek bwek. I love you Mohd Hariz Shamsurizal. (⌒˛⌒)

Confessions 101

2011-10-18T22:29:00.000+08:00

So here are some of my confessions that I can think of right now:

Instead of typing 'haha', my fingers will go crazy typing 'hahahahahaha'
I make random noises when I don't know the actualy words to a song.
I tweet like I blog. I can actually combine all my tweets and turn it into a post.
I love my WIFI cuz I can talk to Hariz online and save on his phone bill.
I love watching Hariz doing his work when we're on Skype.
I hate Manchester United b'cse all the devils are in the house.
I can easily waste my time with my camera for HOURS!
I hate the fact that Hariz cannot on Skype now.
I seriously don't know what to confess anymore.
All I can think of is Hariz this, Hariz that, Hariz tu, Hariz ni. Kbye

Maybe I SHOULD buy a new notebook -,-"

P/S : Talking about baby dumping and baby dumplings in Malaysia nowadays, please please please TUNE INTO (exarianasays) and see what she had to say about nowadays Malaysians. True story, but definitely will make you laugh your ass off HARD. #hardcoreplease #serioustalk

Oct 16, 2011

2011-10-16T23:58:00.001+08:00

Wow oh wow. My dearly Myira has turned 20 yesterday and my sexy beast is turning 22 today! Walaowey. Sawang dah tua siut. Tunggu kad kahwin je :p Hehe well, nothing much I can say but hoping for the best for you two and families. Awww. Sayang korang dua!! Eeeeee!! :'D Despite of having nightmares lately, I tend to seek something that I think I should be start thinking which is.. Something that I should be thinking by now, by thinking what I want to think and start writing about what I think that I've been thinking to think. OH #fail!

I miss blogging. I really really do. If only I can strip everything down without getting caught by ISA :p JOKING! Well, umm. Instead of writing something something on my second blog, which is, ISN'T PRIVATE ANYMORE, oh well, why should I when I can blog it publicly here since it's already ON! :3 You don't know how happy I am to have you, Sayang. Eeeeeee cheeesy lah bwek.

Honestly lah kan, it's hard to write when you're happy. Because I'm running out of ideas!! I don't wanna get any jiwang-er here so, let's start with something ay. I ran through this particular blog about this one amazing lady having her confessions about stuffs. Well, I think it's a pretty good idea to write tho. But maybe not for today. I don't know what to confess. Err.. I'm afraid of heights? Zzzzzzzz.

It's In The Air!

2011-10-12T23:27:00.001+08:00

Once upon a time, I met this one boy named Hariz.

He's a nice kid but somehow he's a pain in the nose.

Sometimes, it's best to stay like this.

But when the ring started to speak,

I became the happiest girl I've ever been and nothing can describes that.

But deep down inside, he's still a pain in the nose.

12/10/11 : Pardon his Math. It's been awhile :p

And that's why Bruno decided to stop talking to the moon. :)
[ Refer (May 16, 2011) ]

P/S : Because we're cool liddat. I love you sayang! (⌒˛⌒)

Day and Night

2011-10-12T03:14:00.000+08:00

P/S : Don't forget my baby panda! xx

It's Okay

2011-10-11T16:20:00.002+08:00

Aside from the headache, I'm doing okay for the whole week. Well, feeling a little bit blue but I'm alright. At last I feel a little bit peace in this little mind of mine. Free of assignments, a lot of free time to do my research of going abroad later, InsyaAllah. About the scholar, the progress, well so far so good. InsyaAllah. Well, that's all I can say tho. Hehe. Well, aside from getting all hyped about going abroad, somehow, it touches my heart every time when I think about it, being 978541369741027135845604km away from these people. But this is it, my first decision I've ever make, well cuz you know, Abah always interfere with anything I planned so yeaaah. Hopefully it's not a mistake, to leave everything here. :/

Tomorrow's the big day. All the best for you, Nyunyu. Do your best, and let God do the rest. If it wasn't made for you, there's always a reason why it should be that way. But for the time being, WHY YOU NO STUDY NOW?!! GO STUDY THAT FREAKING- NUMBERS AND TAILS which is I have no idea about anything that you shared with me last night -,-" Don't talk science with me. It's been years since the last time I heard such thing. Zzzzz. But I bet it's going to be a great day. Pray hard for that** I love you! :)

Heard that, we'll be re-shooting our music video so yeah. Will upload it once we have come to our final video, all ready to compete in the festival! InsyaAllah, with His willing, everything shall be fine. Oh oh can't wait! Feeling a lot better now, maybe cuz I'm done with my mengaji class just now so yeah. That shall explains alot :p Waiting for the car now, got to pick up my sister from school. Zzzzz. Unpaid driver lah now, cuti sebulan. Zzzzz. Gotta get ready now. Chalo betty (: Salam.

JKT Part II

2011-10-11T00:17:00.001+08:00

(07/10/11-09/10/11) // JKT Part I

Parts of a plane that has been cut off and wallah!

This is a real tank that has been modified. Walaoweh!

And this is how it ends. (: -09/10/11

P/S : Will be flying again in two weeks time. Stay put!

JKT Part I

2011-10-10T22:56:00.000+08:00

(07/10/11-09/10/11)

To be continued---> (JKT Part II)

RIP, Steve Jobs

2011-10-07T00:53:00.002+08:00

RT @AnwarHaniff: "Steve Jobs died and

millions of people mourn for him.

Millions died in Baghdad,

NO ONE mourns for them."

RT @TBMH_: #TekaTekiTension Selain daripada iPhone,iPad dan iPod,

apa lagi produk yg boleh dijadikan hantaran perkahwinan?

Jawapan : iJazah.

P/S : Think about it. Rest in Peace, Steve. God bless.

Red Velvet

2011-10-06T02:24:00.003+08:00

WHAT A SURPRISE!!

A surprise visit by Hariz and Zul. Err well, whatever happened kita diam je okay. :p So yeah, I was.. SURPRISED?! :p :pHihi. Nothing much can we do in Melaka. LOLOLOLOLOL so we just lingering around Bandar Hilir and Klebang. Hihi. It was my first time riding that Taming Sari, lolololololol it was cold due to its high-quality air-conditioner. Lalalala~

Sorry for the inconvenience. But I had fun with you guys. The cake was nice!! Well, honestly I never eat one before but but but thank you!! Red velvet was a success!! Got extra cream cheese some more lalalalalala~ Heaven okay. :D From the very bottom of my heart, thank you so much for coming. A good ending to end my 5th Semester. Well, the best part was, the one when we were in Klebang. Lalalala~ Bukan apa, Klebang is my favourite place to be!! Ngaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :DD So extra points kat situ. Lalalala~

But whatever it is, thanks for the cake. Lain kali bake lagi!! :DD And DO TELL ME when nak datang, so that, I'll save some space for the cake eeeee. Tu lah nak surprise orang lagi. Tengok orang la :p :p :p LOLOLOLOLOLOL! Hahaha but seriously, terima kasih you guys!!

Homeless to Harvard

2011-10-01T04:12:00.000+08:00

I ran into this one article by chance today and fell in love with it right away. She's talented, gifted and one of the most amazing woman on planet. With such family background, how can she be so rational? Things happen for reasons. For a sec, it makes me realized that, God is fair. Where strangers become your family, her priceless life-shared makes me start googling and ended up youtubing. DO WATCH Z FILM!! Won't dissapoint you, I'm sure. But honestly, the articles are way more fascinating than the movie. Oh well, normal lah tu kan :p To know more, you know how to google kan :3

"Murray was raised in poverty by drug-addicted parents. Though they loved her, they were unable to care for her and Liz ended up living on the streets by the age of 15. Profoundly affected by her mother's AIDS-related death, Liz forced herself to look at her future and make some significant changes. Her prospects were dismal, yet she turned her life around by going back to high school. After earning her diploma in just two years, while still homeless, Liz won a New York Times scholarship for needy students, which enabled her to attend Harvard University,"

WATCH IT on YouTube! :D

15 Ramadan

2011-09-30T18:19:00.000+08:00

(Taken from the net)

Nu'aim bin Hammad meriwayatkan dengan sanadnya bahwa Rasulullah saw. bersabda:

Bila telah muncul suara di bulan Ramadhan, maka akan terjadi huru-hara di bulan Syawal...". Kami bertanya: "Suara apakah, ya Rasulullah?" Beliau menjawab: "Suara keras di pertengahan bulan Ramadhan, pada malam Jum'at, akan muncul suara keras yang membangunkan orang tidur, menjadikan orang yang berdiri jatuh terduduk, para gadis keluar dari ping ita nnya, pada malam Jum'at di tahun terjadinya banyak gempa. Jika kalian telah melaksanakan shalat Subuh pada hari Jum'at, masuklah kalian ke dalam rumah kalian, tutuplah pintu-pintunya, sumbatlah lubang-lubangnya, dan selimutilah diri kalian, sumbatlah te lin ga kalian. Jika kalian merasakan adanya suara menggelegar, maka bersujudlah kalian kepada Allah dan ucapkanlah: "Mahasuci Al-Quddus, Mahasuci Al-Quddus, Rabb kami Al-Quddus!", karena barangsiapa melakukan hal itu akan selamat, tetapi barangsiapa yang tidak melakukan hal itu akan binasa".

1 Ramadan pada tahun 2012 jatuh pada 20 Julai hari Jumaat, jadi 3 Ogos 2012 bersamaan 15 Ramadan jatuh juga hari Jumaat. Sama dengan hadis nabi pasal huru hara besar yang akan terjadi pada tengah malam pertengahan bulan Ramadan iaitu hari jumaat 15 Ramadan di atas muka bumi ni yang akan mengejutkan semua orang yang sedang tidur, ia mengenai satu suara yang amat dahsyat akan kita dengar dari langit, bukan kiamat tapi huru hara tersebut akan melenyapkan umat manusia di atas muka bumi ini sebanyak 2/3, yang tinggal cuma 1/3 sahaja. (NASA Amerika melaporkan pada 21-12-2012, Planet X akan melintasi bumi) Adakah kita semua tergolong dalam 1/3 itu? SubbahanaAllah. Allahu'alam.

P/S: Semoga kita tergolong di kalangan manusia yang beriman.. Amin.

Room 319

2011-09-30T17:54:00.000+08:00

Sept 29: 3rd floor. Room 319. KPJ Shah Alam.

Sept 26

2011-09-26T02:40:00.002+08:00

Salam.

Gazing through my days without z old notebook is something that I regret much. LOLS. I had tons up here before I had my lappy on but now, everything has disappeared. AIYAK! It was nothing that important, really. Just some random stuffs that I thought of writing about but nah, whatever. Here I am, enjoying the gap before z next paper on z 4th. 2 more to go and I'm all ready for you, JAKARTA! :D

5th Semester is finally coming to its end. Can't believe I managed to submit all those darn assignments. Oh wow, kinda proud of myself thou. :p Haha. Oh well, I don't think tonight I can produce anything that benefits anyone. :/ Just blabbering whatever that cross my mind. Excuse moa lameness. Actually saya rindu blog :3

So far, I can see that part 6 will be my honeymoon sem. Huehuehuehue (I hope so!) Hopefully I can get everything into places. Just like what I have planned. *fingercross* Oh wait, have I? Err.. Actually, I did. I have 2 things so far. So far.. -.-

I had a good time yesterday. Hihi. Thanks to Penyu. He got me sunburned. -.-" Panas okay Putrajaya tu eeeeee. So I got my milo tabur, and free tour around the something something event :p Forgot the name. Sorry la. Haha. Somehow, I got my dearly Wupwup into an accident earlier :( Sorry Wupwup :(( Will get you into z hosp this Monday I promise!!

Umm.. I over-dyed Yasmin's hair so z color got a little bit lighteeeeerr, but still I put the blame on her for choosing such color :p Hopefully she won't be caught in school tomorrow. Heh heh. #whistling innocently

Nothing more I can blabbering now accept for being thankful for the wifi in z house so I can talk and watch Penyu live and save on phone credits. Good for today's youngsters, they can have everything easily, unlike us in those days. Oh well, do appreciate things before its gone.

Til then, ciao :)

Middle of Nowhere

2011-09-26T01:39:00.000+08:00

You left me spinning like a disco

Trying but I don't know

If I can stand straight

You took me left when you knew I was right

Now I gotta fight

Just to make it through the day

You left me broken like a record

Baby, I'm hurt and I don't want to play anymore

Missed every sign

Believed ever lie

And I was waiting for more

I never knew what you were capable of

Baby, I would've kept my heart

But I gave it up

Baby, I fell in love

Now I don't know what it's done

You took my heart off my sleeve

But now I'm taking it back

Baby, here I come

You took advantage of me

I don't appreciate that, that

You son of a gun

It's so cold with nobody to hold me

You're so wrong

For leaving when you told me

You would never leave me by myself

Out in the middle of nowhere

Now I'm lost

Tryin' to make it on my own

I thought I could never do this alone

But now I'm walking by myself

Out in the middle of nowhere

Monday Breakfast

2011-09-19T13:49:00.000+08:00

and I had a burger. a BIG one! *burp

Sept 17

2011-09-18T02:10:00.002+08:00

My dear, Ted.

2011-09-16T22:52:00.006+08:00

Meet my newlyborn baby boy, Ted :D now it's easier lah to stay connected with z loved ones, even when I'm off to Jakarta later. Aicecece #tarikbalik ;p

:)

2011-09-16T02:36:00.002+08:00

Sayonara

2011-09-14T23:45:00.024+08:00

DONE WITH MY 5th SEMESTER!! One more sem to go and I'm done with Diploma. Hoyeah hoyeah!! Alhamdulillah, everything went well. Eventhough comm research susah macam &%$#@! but I must say, this week is the best sem closing ever! WAY TO GO PRISM!!

Still not over it, YET. Haha! All the hardwork were greatly paid off. Great job from both "above and below the line" crews!! Stay tuned for the official music video, Super Something. Trust me, it really is Super Something!

#victorydance

:)(:

The Making Of..

2011-09-13T19:07:00.005+08:00

Super Something
by Yuna (COVER)

Stay tuned for the music video. Coming to zhe blog soon!-ThePrismProduction(2011)-

The Rain Don't Last

2011-09-10T16:46:00.000+08:00

Could it be the world's gone colder?

Maybe, I'm a losing soul

The more I try it just gets harder

And my pain is getting old

Somebody said that nothing lasts forever

Just the storm so I've been told

But it seems that when it rains it pours

Sometimes my burdens get so heavy

And it seems too hard to bear

Sometimes I feel so empty

And it feels like no one's there

Somebody said that nothing lasts forever

Just the storm so I've been told

But it seems that when it rains it pours

And you know the rain won't last forever

And you know the storm won't always flow

But if the sun don't shine forever

You gotta let it go

And you gotta let it go. -Hope

:p

2011-09-08T18:51:00.001+08:00

Just something I wanna share.

Found it somewhere in Facebook. Checkitout!

:)(:

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Nilai Hantaran Kahwin Mengikut Harga Purata Terkini (Ringgit Malaysia)

dan Status Pelajaran diSeluruh Semenanjung :-

UPSR, PMR/SRP : RM1,000-RM3,000

SPM : RM3,000-RM8,000

STPM/DIPLOMA : RM8,000-RM12,000

DEGREE : RM12,000-RM15,000

..2ND DEGREE/MASTER : RM15,000-RM20,000

PHD : RM20,000-RM30,000

**TETAPI YG DEGREE KE ATAS

KALAU XPANDAI "MASAK"

AUTOMATIC AKAN DI TOLAK 50%

DRPD NILAI BIDAAN**

- Sumber BERNAMA

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P/S : wtf.

Lebaran 1 Syawal 1432

2011-09-03T23:29:00.001+08:00

Abah's side.

Mama's side.

Moa twin from another motha.

I have no idea :p

My love. Otototototototo :3

Yang tengah tu Ronald McDonald.

Cinta hati satu lagi :p

Sharing is caring?

Last but not least <3

Selamat Hari Raya

maaf zahir dan batin

My Early Morning Date :p

2011-09-03T23:21:00.001+08:00

02:15 am : Ain't she sweet? Auwh :))))

NONE

2011-09-03T00:43:00.000+08:00

How I wish I can still do the same thing.

Even if it's something that totally,
Plain.. stupid.

Wish I was there, again.

I Roar!

2011-08-27T01:21:00.005+08:00

Along with the Sun in Leo, I let my ego roar! Born a Leo, grown a fighter. Excuse the vanity, can't help it!

by nikchik (:

Zhe dark-side of la magnificent LEO!

There you are – radiant, playful, and such a little sunbeam. What’s not to like? The claws, mainly. You like to keep these sheathed, but you can’t help yourself sometimes. Someone tells you that you look tired. Or dares to disagree with you. Clearly, they do not know who you are. The fools! After this point it’s like one of those wild-life documentaries. It gets bloody. But you are quite deliciously lazy and easily distracted by flattery and shopping, so you soon forget that part. Until the next time. You need staff really. Or a minder. Because sometimes your victims retaliate.

Source : theastrologyroom.com

"I'm now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy, oh oh no! Oh, no!"

Currently listening to Marina's playlist. Ahh yes, moa nu jam <3

August 25, 2011.

2011-08-25T22:45:00.003+08:00

These past few days were been kinda adventurous. Honestly, me kinda like the smell of hecticness, doing the endless reports. At least I feel useful? Being jobless for past few months has turned me into a big fat lazy panda. Err, minus the fat part. Too harsh. Thought of lying on bed once I've reached here but turned out something just pissed me off. Oh well, I almost forgot the main reason I stepped out from this house last time. Probably missing me casa too much just got me blinded from the reality I've been through before. Sorry for the grumpy intro.

Well, talking about Ramadan. Slowly, it's leaving us. It's not that I'm not being excited about the fact that Aidilfitri is coming next, but somehow, good stuffs happen in good month. Obviously, Ramadan isn't just another normal month for us Muslim. Good things did happened to me during this sacret month. I'm gonna miss you so baaaaad, Ramadan. InsyaAllah, with God's willing, we'll be seeing each other next year. InsyaAllah.

Having the same theme as Adie for this raya. We'll see siapa lebih "garang" :p 'Til then!

August 20, 2011

2011-08-21T02:29:00.002+08:00

(Saturday, 20th August 2011)

My Saturday went well. Tiring but definitely worth it. Woke up early just to get my ass off to PPKP. Thought of continuing my beauty sleep in the hall, but Amiril just can't stop BBM-ing me for the whole session of PPKP. Damnnnson :p Had my Acey installed with this new local's software called "CariKata". Haven't tried it yet. Hopefuly it's worth buying. Had my berbuka with Subway Melt and Chocolate Cream Chip. Finally, Subway Melt is moaa!! All the restaurants were all full house, but this green creature still being sooo degil, refuse to eat Subway even though he haven't tried it yet. Yeah!! He never eat Subway before how sad kan :p Eeeeee even his dad eat Subway. Eeeee penyu tua :p Okay whatever it is, this is how he looks like, together with his first Subway ever! Yeay!!

And yeah, this PARIZ also never had a sushi ever before this. So yeaaaahh.. I made him eat not one, BUT THREE!! Yeay!! Eventhough he doesn't like it but wth. Birthday you nanti I bagi sushi. Eeeeee tak habis, I makan :DD

So, 3 hours left before I have to go back. Munki, I swear it was unplanned. Hahaha! We tawaf-ed Pyramid almost 7 times edi boleh naik Haji dah ni. Got nothing much in mind. So we headed to the cinema and just hit whatever movie that was currently playing so yeah, lucky; Horrible Bosses was our today's picked. I won't say it was all that great but good enough to release your stress. Aiceh! The movie was hilarious! Yet some part has been cut *oh bummer* so yeah kepada tokei movie Lendu, download unrated punya nanti orait! Hahaha

And finally, the day has come to its end. I've got my second pressie from Penyu yeay! It is effingly beautiful, comel, awesome, cantik, comel lagi :p I love it. Thank you Penyu!!! Ngaaaaaa now I don't know where to hang it, so I just put it on my side table jelah. So I can see it everyday. Aiceh. Hahahaha

So I headed home, and turned out la familia surprised me with a birthday cake. Yeay!! Cheesecake nyum nyum! All I can do is, counting my blessing for all the things I have and I thank Allah SWT to let me standing on where I am today. It doesn't matter where you go, or where you are. Paris, London, Liberty Statue (tetibe), or where you are in this world. It's not that luxurious that really matters (Although it actually does!! :p) It's who you're with that counts. I can't be more thankful to have my beautiful friends and la familia. Aicececececeh. OH well, I'm stuffed.

Kenyang perut, suka hati. Hihi :3

Things I'll Never Say

2011-08-18T20:55:00.002+08:00

I’m tugging at my hair

I’m pulling at my clothes

I’m trying to keep my cool

I know it shows

I’m staring at my feet

My cheeks are turning red

I’m searching for the words inside my head

It don’t do me any good

It’s just a waste of time

What use is it to you

What’s on my mind

If ain’t coming out

We’re not going anywhere

So why can’t I just tell you that I care

What’s wrong with my tongue

These words keep slipping away

I stutter, I stumble

Like I’ve got nothing to say

Cause I’m feeling nervous

Trying to be so perfect

Cause I know you’re worth it

You’re worth it

Guess I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say

If I could say what I want to say

I'd say I wanna blow you, away

Be with you every night

Am I squeezing you too tight

If I could say what I want to see

I want to see you go down

On one knee

Marry me today

Yes, I’m wishing my life away

With these things I’ll never say

These things I’ll never say (:

Letters to You!

2011-08-11T14:53:00.017+08:00

FINALLY I'M ENTERING THE NEW DECADE!! OH YES.

Now I'm officially, TWENTEEN :D

A great birthday won't be that great without your loved ones. Being ambushed with birthday songs #wasplaying and get tepungfied while playing the firecrackers and mercun was very very Ramadhan-ish awesomeee! Eventhough my right thumb abit melecur caused by the firecrackers but whatever, kenangan 20th celebration :p Sorry I was speechless last night, I couldn't even say anything when I was supposedly give out a speech. I don't know how to thank chu olls in other way but thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you so much!! You people leave me speechless plus I ain't a good speaker so so so so THANK YOU SO MUCH!! *lompat setempat* Love chu olls!! You guys cweet cangat cangat!! Haha T-T

Click the picture for more :)

Also, I wanna dedicate today to my parents who gave birth and raised me for these 2 dacades. Thank you for everything. Without you, I am definitely not who I am today; a young girl, with a young heart :D Even though I nag a lot but oh well, I nag cause , I'm normal :p Hahaha thank you so much Abah and Mama, to give me the chance to live and love. Kawp Jai, Maa.. Paa!! Love youuuuuuuuuu!! (˘⌣˘)ε˘`)

I wanna thank Om Erwan for, everything. Oh yeah, EVERYTHING ;p Oh well, congratulations to be the earliest one to wish!! Ngahahaha I love you so much, Om!! Thanks for the early present. I bet Abah chopped off the original price kan kan kan. Like usual. Eeeeeee!!

To my dearest Amira Ismail, thank you so much for the lovelettersssssssz. I love you so dearly my dear!! You've been among the earliest to wish and omg you leave me completely speechless. I swear to you, I don't know how to react when I read your messages but but but but but to read it again and again and again. Oh my sweetheart, you've been a great boyfriend to me. I LOVE YOU!!! =*

Also, me wanna thank Hariz-chan for the surprise video. THANK YOU PENYUUUU!! It's effingly lawak-ly sweetly beautiful!! ;p Thank you so, much!! Love the email, the password, the banner, the tagline, the blog, and the fact that you kena marah dgn Ummi during the shooting ;p I know I've been thanking you for the whole night and day but but but thank you so much Nyuunyuu (and Ummi, and Uncle Sam's camera ;p) !! But still, I already retired from singing and no one is getting old today but YOU. You kan rambut dah rontok, kbye ;p

To Botak, oh yessssssssssssssss thanks for the future pressie that I'll be getting in this few hours :p HAHAHAHA *countdown starts, NOW!* I hope you're doing fine over there. Take a good care of yourself jangan sakit sakit lagi. Bini empat kalau sakit siapa nak jaga? ;p Send my regard to Mak for me k. Be safe, botak tua gemuk tua lagi gemuk.<3

Last but not least, I wanna thank all my frieeeeeeeeeeeeeeends around the globe for all those beautiful wishes!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!! Waaaaaaaaa I'm aware that it's a tradition on facebook kita wish semua orang but but but still, you people make me goooooo..

I am actually smitten!! I wanna thank all my buddiessssss for those annoying texts and posts!! Thank you so much!! (saya sedar post ni banyak THANKYOU je) I don't know what else to say but THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU!!

Oh oh and also bunch of thanks to both moa brother and sister for the "sweeeet" wishes. I want my Darth Vader and new wedges, make it faaaaasttt!! Thank you!! :D

Apa lagi eh. Oh yeah!! Thank you, Anonymous!! I don't know who you are but thank you for the mixtapes!! I thought it was some bird's shit ke apa, cuz Zaza was screaming like OMG WHAT'S THAT!! WHAT'S THAT!! Turned out it was a CD on the wiper :O Thanks for the surprise. I'm not sure what the "#3" actually means but who are you?!! Are you the one from Formspring? Or the same person that put this one letter on my car last time? Even though I have no idea about all the songs in it but thank you, Anonymous. Really appreciate it :)

Ohhhhhhhhh wow. Finally you can stop reading. Hehehehe!! Have a wonderful day people!! Heading back to Shah Alam in few hours, right after I finish my Event paper tomorrow morning ;p Til then, take care!! xx :D

P/S : Once I get my new bb, my kaki will be the first picture in the gallery. Yeay!

Hacked!

2011-08-08T02:08:00.004+08:00

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But the truth is, Illy lagi awesome dari Hariz !! :D

Dah tu je nak cakap. Kbye.

August 5, 2011.

2011-08-05T16:23:00.010+08:00

Ladies Love Me by Chris Brown ft. Justin Bieber on repe-pe-pe-pe-peat<3

Instinctively I know I have a temper. I like to fight and I wish I could control it. I seriously need to come to terms with it. My surrounding gets it quite a bit. *peace kawankawan :p* I also have a sense of humour and I can be quite clever. Hahahaha I ain't a book worm or all that vissionary nerd, but sometimes my common sense annoys some nongheads. I have a mad streak, too. My father taught me learning is living. I didn't get pocket money to buy clothes or toys when I was young, but he would buy any book I wanted. In the end, I have tons of fairy tale stuck in my room. Well, that explains a lot -.-" I am a delighted Malaysian that 201% proud to be Malaysian and I just love the smell of Shah Alam. Oh yes, I'm HOME!! :D

KG. BUKIT BULAT, MACHAP: Do enjoy our montage from our previous event, Citra Siswa Rakyat; dari mata turun ke hati, nicely done by the Multimedia & Publicity members. Technically, this event is a combination of 4 classes from the batch for our event's assignment. A community service by Masscomm's part 5 students. Siapa kata kita suka mencapap je? :p

Citra Siswa Rakyat from Norman Halief on Vimeo.

Photo by Zatie Aziz :)

Photo by PidotThePidot :p

Photo by @AdieLokman.

Photo by @zatygunawan.

:D

2011-08-03T14:33:00.002+08:00

And now, the end is near.
And so I face the final curtain.
My friends, I'll say it clear.
I'll state my case of which I'm certain.

I've lived a life that's full.

I've travelled each and every highway.

And more, much more than this,

I did it my way.

Regrets, I've had a few.
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do.
And saw it through without exemption.

I planned each charted course.

Each careful step along the byway.

And more, much more than this.

I did it my way.

Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew.
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt.
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall,
And did it my way.

I've loved, I've laughed and cried.

I've had my fill - my share of losing.

And now, as tears subside.

I find it all so amusing.

To think I did all that,
And may I say, not in a shy way.
Oh no. Oh no, not me.
I did it my way.

For what is a man? What has he got?

If not himself, then he has not,

To say the things he truly feels.

And not the words of one who kneels.

The record shows I took the blows,

And did it my way.

Yes, it was my way.

What If

2011-07-27T12:45:00.000+08:00

I admit, I love to think and wonder. What if yada yada yada? What if blah blah blah? What if doodledooodledoodleedoo? What if .. okay stop it. Maybe I should come back to the ground and live my life normally. Its not that I'm being abnormal here but my mind is nowhere to be found now. Lost in the sky, wondering between the clouds and *poof! Gone. But no worries, bila lapar dia balik lah tu :3

But seriously, I think "what if" is really a waste of time. Why doubting something that's beyond of our power? We just need to believe in whatever you want to believe in, work it and strive ahead to achieve whatever we want and let God decides. Why must waste something precious thinking about something stupid and end up with negative thoughts that obviously leads to--> PERIOD that adds more time wasted.

Just appreciate what you have and work for some bliss. Have a beautiful day, people. I know I will; DMC5F rocks!! *uitmdihatiku* Going for brunch with Munki and Sadiq. *hungryface* Til then! xx

P/S : That's what I think.. I mean, for now? Teehee =B

Summer Rain

2011-07-24T01:23:00.004+08:00

I can't live without my notebook. Seriously. I can die internally, it's like I'm walking with a body without a soul aicecece but who am I kidding. It's true.

"Jemputan Majlis Walimatulurus Ashraf dan Azidah" is z shocker of the day. Congratulations Acap!! Oh my, you're big boy now. My oh my. I still remember those days, you were sitting in front of me, and I hate you for always taking my stuffs without giving it back sumpah annoying doh kau. Haha. Thosedays when we both received our 5As for UPSR. Thosedays when we post each other "kad raya" klasik gila pakai pos setem 20sen bajet sungguh. And now you're getting married?? Congratulations Acap!! Tapi still aku tak boleh terima kita dah TUA!! I repeat, TUA!!

C'est la vie. That's life. But still, I FEEL OLD!! Seriosuly, I blame you for that. Huwaaaa!! Haha but yeah, I'm happy for you!! Oh wow, my another dearly classmate is getting married. Geez, I'm excited for you! Will try to show up, InsyaAllah. (:

Screwing around on Facebook instead of writing my comm research is pretty good supper for tonight. Malas doh nak usha assignments I'm not ready to leave my break just yet!! Please don't go to fast!! *sigh

Holiday was good. And I mean it! :)

P/S : Someone's watching over me. :O

Prism Production

2011-07-22T00:26:00.001+08:00

3 days of shooting is finally come to its end. Special thanks to Norman Halief, our amazingly talented cameraman. Also to our dearly 3 serangkai for being good writers and commentators from the very beginning, the 3 musketeers Ejad, Zack and Kamil for being extremely supportive throughout the whole session and last but not least, our 'hot-melting-body' talent, Zaza! Great talent I tell you. Without you, takda lah hot melting body dalam video ni :p Congratulations everyone! One more scene in Jonker Walk and we're so going to wrap it up with a big dindin! Going to do something about our behind the scene soon, right after I receive all the videos from Zaza, insyaAllah I will upload it somewhere in mid of August in my vimeo. For now, comm research is waiting on the line. Malas usha email. Esok esok la eh :p

Enjoying the break to the very last bit! Hope you guys doing great too. Salam (:

Moral of the day : Set alarm before tidur kalau ada kelas pagi. Hohoho

The Big Bang Bang

2011-07-18T00:04:00.000+08:00

7 Things by Miley Cyrus #onrepeat

I feel like writing. So I write. Even I have nothing in mind but I feel like typing. The blog seems tempting. I feel like writing! So here we go.

I talk a lot. Yes, I do. But sometimes I prefer to be silent for no reasons. God knows better. When I've been asked what kind of relationship I prefer, it makes me think and this is what I want to share. I mean, this is what I think?

I prefer long distance. I won't say being close to each other, get to see each other everyday sucks but I'm just saying! Eeeeeeee. I think long distance is good cuz that's when you're realize what you really want? It's like being attached both physically and mentally. That's when you don't even bother who's around you or looking at anyone else because deep down, you know you already have everything you want. Only they are just nowhere close to where you are. And when each time you get to see each other, it'll be the best feeling that you never want to let go. Its a bliss every single time and falling in zzzzzz again and again, with the same person. Excuse my zzzzzzz cuz currently I'm all cracked. Thanks to Zack. -.-"

But that's the truth. Even some people might prefer to go for short-distance, saying that they can get to know each other better yada yada yada I'm here, just saying my opinion lol. But somehow this cleverbot is really mengundang lah sial.

I have indeed read some joke books, only recently actually, I felt like I needed counselling afterwards. I just can't stop laughing!! God, life is good. Seriously. I can laugh for no reasons okay this is critical prolly I need some serious help asap. Even my lecturer complained the same thing. "Kamu jawab soalan dulu, baru ketawa okay,". Hahaha but yeah, thank God I answered him correctly so I continued laughing. Teehee! I wanna watch Harry Potter, heard it's pretty awesome! Tell me about it, duh~ Heading to Bangi this morning. Time for our scene two, three, and so forth. Can't tell how excited I am but this flu memang cari pasal. Eeeeeeee! Good news; leaving to Jakarta soon! Yeay!! "June depan kak, bukan tahun ni,". Oh Mama, stop giving me false hope. -.-" But I had a feeling I'd enjoy the trip like those days seriosuly I miss you Jakarta! Can't believe it's been a year since the last time I flew to you. Tapi nak tunggu setahun lagi senak lah, Mama. *sobsobsob

Oh well, have a great weekend. Oops Monday already lah. So yeah, have a great Monday and God bless. Salam (:

Quack!

2011-07-17T18:33:00.000+08:00

Told my dad about the aches am having. In return, he said am having mental disorder. -.-" Thanks, Abah. I don't trust any clinic for this, cuz in the end, I'll be ending up with packets of painkiller. I don't want any painkillers or whatever stuffs that temporary. I want something that permanent and am aware that private will costs me some extra love. So yeah, kena start saving! *Just saying. Rasa malas nak gerak pun ada :p

July is here and it brings with it a busy schedule. I know I've said this before but seriously, you'll be finding it more often in the next posts trust me. (If I have the right time to write, or I'll try to find one) Currently, I'm happy. Yes yes yes, I'm happy with whatever that's going on around me. *kaching! Plus, assignments kinda excite me well. At least I feel a bit usefull than sit and do nothing.

Going to celebrate Ayah Long's birthday in Mont Kiara. Til then, Ciao! (:

P/S : Thanks for the bedtime story penyu. I once heard about the story somewhere back then minus the god Jupiter part. Hehehe :p But great story to be shared. *applause* Oh well, I did learn something today. Don't ever melepek when you're Skyping. Trust me, 120% I can guarantee you'll be falling asleep no matter how hard you try to not to. (08:50am)

She Looks Up, and Smiles.

2011-07-16T00:42:00.002+08:00

The mid sem break has begun. Probably not the kind of break I wanted but I bet it would be fun shooting our music video starting this Monday. Next, the moment I will face; staying up late just to suck every notes I can stuff into my head before I saturate and fall to sleep. Ahh yes, mid term exam is coming soon. HECTIC!

Watching people around me is kinda interesting and pretty exciting thou. Some are nice, some are cool, and some are just; fake. But what the hell, I'm not here to judge. It just fun, watching people serving others just to get the attentions and be known? Aren't you feel tired of faking it? Hiding your true personality, being someone that is not you? Even if people love you so much, they love the plastic you, not for who you really are. If you're living one now, you have to know that your life sucks. I feel sorry for you and just don't give me that look. I'm saying this generally, I don't point to any particular people now. Just saying!

I have nothing in mind actually. Planning to catch some awesomeness with Barney Stinson later. Falling asleep for a thousand time today is putting me in TOTAL AWAKE mode tonight. So I just crap randomly. To those yang terasa, jom balik Ampang. (Jahat gila!) Hahaha oh well. Watching the day goes by, is making me wonder. Where am I gonna end up soon? I have thousands of plan.. err.. maybe nothing at all. I'm not really sure where am I standing at right now but one thing I know is that I have tons of work to do!! All the endless reports to write, journals to go through, fashion booklet to be done is gila. With this backache tagging along, I must say it's going to be a bit hard but InsyaAllah, everything will turn out just fine. I have the best groupmates I can have so what's not to love? (:

*fingers cross*

Final AGM (2011)

2011-07-15T02:01:00.003+08:00

"The next picture will be us in UK. Just wait!" - Adie :')

2 years and going strong. (:

8 years and still counting. (:

First Scene

2011-07-14T15:48:00.002+08:00

P/S : Done with our first scene for our music video. 17 more to go. Jutaan terima kasih buat Mimi Kartobo. Not to forget, today will be the last day for my dear Adi, Yang di-Pertua KOMED, sebelum beliau menurunkan takhta pada AGM malam ini. You've been a great leader, and I'm very proud of you. Congratulations Adie (:

Chicken Soup

2011-07-11T16:40:00.001+08:00

Salam. Wazzuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup!

Things getting hectic day by day. Comm research, event meetings, shootings, and the latest task I just received this morning; we have to come up with a fresh product, designed by you! Matilaaaaaa. Maybe I just go on with my previous Butter Stick plan. Back then in part III, the whole presentation and report, was a great success! Buat saya rindu Hanan :(

Going to present my individual research on exploitation of children in Lee Jeans advertising this Thurs. Wish me luck! :)) Together we protect our children blablablabla tak siap lagi report, kbye.

P/S : A good bedtime story doesn't mean it has to be as good as.. errr.. a good story(?) Soup princess pun boleh. Boleh nampak lah siapa yang mengantuk sebenarnya. (gelak drakula) I may be not a good listener, salahkan speaker, but I sangatlah menghayati cerita. That's why tak faham soup princess tu apabenda. Give yourself prudence, rejoice and love yourself. Some may born with natural creativity and some might be creative enough to come up with something fresh from his surroundings or experiences. Everyone was born with their own specialty aiceceh I mean, there's always gonna be good and bad or what's looked upon in a good way and what's looked upon in a bad way but no matter how fucked up the world is, always think positive. Don't worry about what other people want you to be or say (eg: lame :p ), just be yourself. That's all that matters (:

I tahu entah apa benda I merepek takda kena mengena pun, diam ah! >;O

Count on Me

2011-07-10T21:16:00.003+08:00

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea. I'll sail the world, to find you. If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see, I'll be the light to guide you.

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep. I'll sing a song, beside you. And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me. Everyday I will, remind you. Find out what we're made of. What we are called to help our friends in need.

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry. I'll never let go, never say goodbye.

You can count on me, like one, two, three. I'll be there. And I know when I need it, I can count on you like four, three, two and you'll be there. 'Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah.

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you. -BrunoMars

P/S : Updates from Wifey! OH ME KUE TIAU!! It's been ages since the last time we actually contact! Thought you forgot me already :( Terharu sangat you baca blog I. Ngeeheeehaahaa! Malu juga you baca I merepek sebenarnya. Ngohohohoh. Let's go on a date once you reached Malaysia!! Be safe and take care yeah rabbit! ♥ Oh well, 13 years and still counting. Teehee! :D

Fragments

2011-07-09T22:28:00.003+08:00

I don't know what have gotten into me last night, sorry for the emo tweets people. I know, wrong timing. You see, I always feel like writing something but I can't find any way to let it out. It feels like I want to strip down everything into words and clear things up but for sometimes I feel like it's not the right thing to do. But sometimes, I feel like it. But you know, I don't want to strip anything that might put me in regret. I'm through with doubts. Still mad as hell, can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should. But I think I still can handle it, even though both Zaza and Fathin has been my victims for these few nights, non stop listening to my crap and such. Oh well, who else would it be? Haha sorry guys. Hiding things won't solve anything, honesty is. But we just don't have the guts to face what's next. But seriously speaking, I'm too tired to squeeze my brain just to figure it all out. I have so many other things to do rather than sit and wonder but things just don't work out. I started loosing my focus. Things flow just the way it should be but my time is running out. It's now or never. I know my hidden looks can be deceiving, but how obvious should a girl be?

Even I may on my not-really-stable-mood but I think I am stable enough to write things. Just trying to seek some mood before I start my Comm Research paper. Mid terms coming up and I still feel like I studied nothing but research and storylines. Going to start shooting our music clip during the break, July 18 insyaAllah. Will be touring around Bangi and Kuala Lumpur. We're doing Yuna's for our music clip. For that, we've sent our proposal to have Yuna in our video but sadly, the song is owned by Libresse. So, we can't use Yuna unless we change the song but due to some stuffs, we decide to stick with the same song. Seriously, I don't think I'm all that ready and prepared to face reality. Alam dewasa sangat tak best okay, kanak-kanak. I don't think I'm going to get married anytime soon. Maybe I'll end up just like her. But I don't think Abah would agree with me on this. *sigh

I have this dream; to live with my own things. Having my own car, my own house, my own business, supportive partner in such age is my main goal. But being too realistic is unconciously negativating my mindset and limiting my dreams. No matter how realistic I try to be, the truth is, I always holding back to where I've been. Sounds stupid but I need real things to hold on to. The real world out there, the future, is scaring the hell out of me. Sometimes I feel like giving up. But I ain't that person that easily give up but I need people, friends and family to survive and chase the shadows away. I'm not trying to be lucky but to be blessed! Some says time is a healer. But in a house that no one speaks, things just, fucked up. Say something, anyway.

Just Tonight

2011-07-09T02:55:00.003+08:00

"I fly with the stars in the skies. I am no longer trying to survive. I believe that life is a prize. But to live doesn't mean you're alive."

"Here I am and I can't seem to see straight, but I'm too numb to feel right now. Here I am watching the clock that's ticking away my time. I'm too numb to feel right now. Do you understand who I am? Do you wanna know? Can you really see through me now? I am about to go. Just tonight I won't leave. And I'll lie and you'll believe. Just tonight I will see. It's all because of me."

Everybody dies but not everybody lives. Count me on nothing. I'm no longer ringing. I'll be right here, no more hanging. Maybe things weren't made for me. Stop giving me the "attention", I don't need that. I'm better off alone, anyway.

At least, for now.

P/S : Happy Birthday Fazrin Jamal. Have a good one and God bless :)

Lovestruck

2011-07-05T23:23:00.001+08:00

I love.

Arms of the Angel

2011-07-03T23:12:00.010+08:00

Di sini saya ingin menyatakan perasaan berbunga saya terhadap seseorang. Mungkin ini bukan kali pertama saya menulis tentangnya. Si dia bukanlah seorang yang sempurna zatnya, tetapi cukup sempurna buat saya. Telefon bimbit ku berdering dan kelihatan namanya terpampang saja sudah menceriakan hariku. Penjelasan beliau di talian cukup jelas menunjukkan betapa seriousnya si dia. Walaupun berlainan bidang, si dia tetap mencari universiti yang menyediakan kedua-dua bidang. Kedengaran biasa tetapi cukup bermakna buatku. Sesungguhnya, Abah tidak salah meletakkan kepercayaan beliau terhadap sahabat 8 tahun ku, Adi Lokman. We're so going to UK, baby!! Next September, InsyaAllah. Oh yes, goodbye California :) But Niagara, you just wait!! That one day will come. This is I promise you!

Seriously, dah lupa nak mengarang bahasa macam mana -.-" Oh well, oh well. Good news to Zaza! Hehe. No more tarik tali. England, that's for sure. Registration for September 2012 intake is on this upcoming October. Not sure about the procedures, but I bet Adi knows everything :p Hehehehehehe Abah percaya you kan. Ngehehehe. But ngaaaaaaa~ I'm so excited!! Honest speaking, for some times; the excitement slowly faded away as the time flows. Stuck in confusion but again, you came and put the fire back. Boy, you got my heartbeat running away. Beating like a drum, coming to your way. Gagagagagaga nganganganganga hunggah hunggah hunggah boy, I'm speechless!! And I keep it in re-pe-pe-pe-pe-peat.

Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Makan apa? Haha Penyu's worst nightmare. Teehee!

Btw, I do really think we should reshoot for Trendslator's fashion clip. *sigh

The Gazette

2011-07-03T02:16:00.008+08:00

Have I done any mistakes recently? I'm not sure. What defines a mistake anyway? I refused to start anything for reasons. Was it a mistake? I think, not. Things changed. Lots of 'em. Anyway, it's good to hear from you today. But I'm not sure if I can reply the same thing. For that, I apologize.

Things are slowly falling back to places and I thank God for that. Work, work, work; good thing to keep me miles away from unwanted distractions. For all time's sake, I'm being myself. I don't pretend to mirror anything but me. I don't write to please anyone. I just write what I feel. I'm a proud Muslim. But some may say I don't represent Muslim, even if they saying they are and dressed like one, but sorry to say, you're not. As a good Muslim, you don't criticize others. Stop crapping and get back to your work. The beginning, is not important at this moment. What I feel and what I have around, it counts. I'm not a good singer or writer, but I'm good enough to handle. I grew from dusty places to where I am now. I wasn't born and been raised in a rich family. My mum taught me with canes, my dad taught me with his belt. I ain't a genius. I don't need beautiful people to make my life beautiful. Beautiful souls. That's all that matters :p I don't want to be choosy, but I have to. I push people, just to protect myself. My feelings. I don't waste my time to please people. I do things because I want to. I may just a puppet to my dad but that's another story that shouldn't be told. (Even I already did on previous posts lol) I'm writing about myself, just because I don't wanna seem too sexist. I'm not being sexist. But what I've been through years ago until today, makes me one. I can be the most friendly friend you can have, or the worst freak you ever met but trust me, I won't be your greatest enemy. I'm not a good enemy you see. Forgive, sounds good to me. Forget, I'm not sure I could. Time heals everything. I'm not waiting for anybody but chances to take. I like to see men crying. I think its beautiful. It's not worth your time to think why I think like that. I don't drink and alergic to anything that give out smokes; including shisha. But I love candles, both scented or not. I used to collect stickers, and dump my old diary cuz I think its stewpid. I hate my childhood hairstyles, but I don't regret of having 'em. I lost all my best childhood pictures to I-don't-know-who. My favourite album has been stolen in Masjid Jamek Bandar Baru UDA. It sounds silly, but it happened. All the pictures are gone but the album. I use to ride this one car by a stranger, and don't ask me why. I just cracked my phone's screen. I think it's pretty cool. But sadly, it's my dad's. Shh. I don't know what am I good at. I love to try new things, just the half way of it. I'm scared of crowds. I think I can tragically die in the sea of people. My imaginations are dramatic. Sometimes it goes overboard. It's beyond my power to control. It's the only friend I have when nobody's around. Don't freak out if you find me talking alone. I'm not crazy. It's the only way to keep me from being one. I'm a psycho lover. I kill people with words. I don't do instruments. I wanted to learn guitar but my dad asked me to go for piano class. I was pissed. Since then, I just don't give a shit about it anymore. The person I love the most has left me. I was lost for years. I was naive, or still. You tell me. She's the only person I can talk about everything. Ever since she passed away, I just crap to anybody I want to. I'm used to it. It's something I can't resist. Sometimes, I forgot what I said earlier if you ask me on the next day. That's normal. Meaning, I don't really give a damn about it. Soon, I'll be entering my 20th. I don't know what the future brings, but I believe in God. He makes no mistakes. Just strive your best and tawakal. Sometimes, I talk like ustazah wannabe but what the hell.

I'm just a small girl with big dreams.

P/S : Partially congratu.. to you, Penyu. Stay green!! Ngeee :DD and also a shout out to Una Banana. HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!! Have a great one and God bless. Sincerely, Barbiegirl :p Haha #dead

Me, Myself and I.

2011-06-27T23:45:00.008+08:00

"Dangerously in Love", "Naughty Girl", "Listen", "Deja Vu", "Flaws and All" on repeat.

I'm a puzzle yes indeed. Ever complex in every way, and all the pieces aren't in the box and yet, you see the picture clear as day. I neglect you when I'm working. When I need attention I tend to nag. I'm a host of imperfection, and you see past all that. Ah yes, Queen B in the house baby!

Spotted. Random 2009's video. SIAL AH PART ONE! :3

If his status ain't hood, I ain't checkin' for him. Better be street if he lookin' at me. I need a soldier, that ain't scared to stand up for me. Known to carry big things, if you know what I mean. Ngaaaaaa I just can't get enough. All hail to Queen B. LOL! Monday was good. To both Zaza and Fit, all the best for the audition! :DD

I'm afraid of storm. Don't care whether people would enjoy every moment watching the thunder with their loved ones or such, but not me hombre. I don't know why is it become a topic for tonight, but yeahh.. You know.. Storm.. Yeah.. Takut. -.-" I’m not someone with over the top confidence, but when it comes to.. err.. Oh, I've been out and about, getting lost in the reality I'm in at the tail end of June. KOSONG; that explains a lot. Gaaaaah. Apa benda lah aku tulis ni. Okay okay, straight to the point.

Mengantuk lah. Good night!

Pretty Reckless

2011-06-26T19:01:00.018+08:00

I've been dreaming of this one blue ring with a little bird on the transparent stone from Diva I saw last time at The Curve. But it costs me rm40 memang tak lah, boleh songlap dua baju dah dekat situ. Oh well, ada jodoh kita jumpa lagi. -.-

July is coming soon. I must say, I have this mixed feelings of July. The hecticness that I'll be dealing with, the sleepless nights with events and mid terms and ALSO all zhe videos clips that SHOULD BE DONE before Ramadan. Oh boy, this going to be really FUN!! I mean, sometimes it bores you to get bored. Sometimes all the annoyance of works become fun when you enjoy doing it. Just saying. If I nag later, don't bother. It's a part of the process :p

As we all know, Ramadan is coming soon. Yeay! We shall greet Ramadan best. Praise Allah SWT, we still able to meet Ramadan.. again!! Oh well, this going to be my 20th Ramadan, InsyaAllah. Thinking of taking Pharmaton for the whole month as it will stop me from bleeding-love during the fasting month (Alasan taknak ganti puasa) :p We'll see first lah eh. Haha

It makes me smile to come across this. Again.

And to know that's just another crap to be writen, I have no regret of doing anything I did back then; step out and move on. I don't do argument. Time is way too precious for me to waste on useless liars. Oh well, I'm not mad. You were there whenever I need somebody to talk to, even did I know, you were cheating on me. I'm cool with that, as long as I have someone to bebel to. So true, I'm grateful to have such heart. Time heals, and I'm back on track.

NEWS OF THE DAY!!! OH OH OH OH!! BIG NEWS BIG NEWS!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG MY GIRL IS OFFICIALLY TAKEN!!! AUWWWWW!!! SO DOES MY KANDA BAWANG AUWWWWW!!! CONGRATS YOU BOTH I AM SUPERDUPEREXTREMELY HAPPY FOR YOU TWO!! MUNKI MUNKI MUNKI EEEEEEEEE CONGRATS MUNKI!!!! :'DD TO BAWAU, PLEASE TAKE CARE OF MY PAUS!! EVEN THOUGH DIA DALAM BILIK NI HARI HARI TERSADAI BUT BUT BUT AUWWWWWW!!! I'M HAPPY FOR YOU BOTH!! AUW AUW AUWWW FINALLY!! YEAY YEAY YEAY!! Maka dengan ini, saya Illyana dan Zaheera telah menjadi saksi akan kejadian of the month ini, bertepek depan Skype menyaksikan acara terulung antara Semenanjung dan Kepulauan Borneo. AUWWW!! WHATS UP TAWAU!! WHOOT WHOOT!! *HandsUp!*

WAHAI WARGA INTEKMA JALAN LENDU, ESOK MAKAN BESAR!! DINNER ON Fathin Husin !!! :DDDD

P/S: Siakap 3rasa dimenangi oleh Munki Munki eeee :D

Pretty but Unpretty

2011-06-26T17:33:00.013+08:00

I wish I could tie you up in my shoes, make you feel unpretty too.
I was told I was beautiful but what does that mean to you.
Look into the mirror who’s inside there, the one with the long hair.
Same old me again today.

My outsides are cool my insides are blue.

Everytime I think I’m through, it’s because of you.

I’ve tried different ways but it’s all the same.

At the end of the day, I have myself to blame.

I'm just tripping.

You can buy your hair if it won’t grow.

You can fix your nose if he says so.

You can buy all the make-up that M.A.C. can make.

But if, you can’t look inside you.

Find out who am I to.

Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty.

I feel pretty, oh so pretty.

I feel pretty and witty and bright.

And I pity, any girl who isn't me tonight.

Never insecure until I met you now I’m being stupid.
I used to be so cute to me, just a little bit skinny.
Why do I look to all these things to keep you happy.
Maybe get rid of you and then I’ll get back to me.

My outsides look cool my insides are blue.

Everytime I think I’m through, it’s because of you.

I’ve tried different ways but it’s all the same.

At the end of the day, I have myself to blame.

Keep on tripping.

You can buy your hair if it won’t grow.
You can fix your nose if he says so.
You can buy all the make-up that M.A.C. can make.

But if you can’t look inside you.

Find out who am I to.

Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty.

I feel pretty but unpretty. -TLC

Walk the Walk

2011-06-25T00:04:00.003+08:00

Hello beautiful creatures. Whaaaaddup!

Currently watching penyu melepek. He's green and slimy. With headphones on, watching the awesomest of the awesomest creature he ever met, typing this crap. Oh what the hell. This is how he looks like.

Muahahaha! With song of the day on repeat, Don't You Wanna Stay - Jason Aldean (ft. Kelly Clarkson), I just finished my ETR300 i-learn assesment yeay! Next will be ETR workbook. Boohoo! T.T But good news just came in. Tram Car tomorrow night yeay! How I miss my dearly Baked Seafood nyum nyum. Going to have dinner with my family, granny grandpa and the rest and I think US will be one of the topic tomorrow *sigh.

Since penyu asked me to blog about anything so I'll just crap lah eyy. I think it's funny how Lite.fm has become my favourite station I tune in nowadays. I love cheese as much as I love chickin. My favourite color is black, followed by red. I listen to what I wanna listen. Depends on my mood. It matters :) It's tougher than solving addmath to think what to give penyu once he passed his PPL test. Ini satu kekejaman. I've been bullied internally. *Gaaaaaahhh. I love the smell of white lilies in my room and my cranberries candles. Me no good at writing biodata. If you wanna know about anything, just hit on my Formspring. Ngahahah! *promote promote* I have nothing to write cuz currently, I'm happy. Oh well, maybe not the happiest living creature on the planet but still, I have nothing to be sad of. So yeah, I don't feel like writing. Ngaaaaaaahaha. I'm not sad. I just blog anything I want to blog. Don't get me wrong. Some posts are just sad I know, but doesn't mean I'm sad. I just blog my thoughts. Oh what else eyy. I love my Mr. Giraffe. He's always there whenever I want to.. rest. Ehem. I love my Mr. Sheep. Always there, accompanying me whenever I want to.. hibernate. I love my phoney. Even though it's old, it contains my complete contacts. I love my bestfriend, Acey. It stores everything, with the help of my dearly external hardisks. Last but not least, I love my boyfriend, Wupwup. He means the world to me. I miss you, Wupwup. Hope you're doing fine in Lendu :(

Lullaby for tonight.

Sincerely, Nothing-in-mind.

Keep Talking

2011-06-24T01:51:00.004+08:00

Learn how to talk before you talk. With respect.

It's rude to talk to a girl you barely know like, "open lah chat..bosan lah", "jom keluar", "bosan lah, jom borak", "will you french me?", "u hot lah. kena date ni", "jom date", "bosan, lepak jom", etc. What the fuck is that bro. Cakap normal boleh tak? Who taught you like that? Don't you know about manners?! It's not about jual mahal, bajetnyeeew ke, but I'm talking about the goddamn thing called MANNERS!

Talk with respect! We girls ain't fuckin' shit you can grab anytime you want, arseholes.

Here With Me

2011-06-24T00:32:00.001+08:00

I didn't hear you leave. I wonder how am I still here and I don't want to move a thing. It might change my memory.

I don't want to call my friends. For they might wake me from this dream and I can't leave this bed. Risk forgetting all that's been.

Oh I am what I am. I do what I want, but I can't hide. And I won't go. I won't sleep. I can't breathe. Until you're resting here with me.

And I won't leave. I can't hide. I cannot be.

Until you're resting here with me.

Dido - Here With Me

You Got to Go, Go, Go, Go.

2011-06-20T18:26:00.004+08:00

You were nice, wonderful, someone who great at Scrabble and a little bit crack but yeah, maybe I didn't fall any deeper but still, I have to say this. You son of a bitch. You put us on a good day out. We went for movies and hang out, catching up, always there when I was down, you called me and cheered me up, and whatever shit that took me and oh wow, turned out you have got yourself a girlfriend without telling me. Oh well, it ain't a bummer of course, cuz sorry dude, seriously, honest speaking, I didn't fall for you. THANK GOD I HAVE YOUR FRIENDS WITH ME BRO SINCE, errr wait for it, BEFORE YOU START BITCHING ON ME. (Whaaaddup!) But hey, can't believe I met a douche like you. Your spesies, GOTTA GO. Seriously, you distracting fat ass monster should be dead! And wallah- you screwed your girlfriend and came to me telling it's her fault leaving you? F you bitch. You brought her to the same place you brought me and yada yada yada I know the real story bro. You disgust me! Then you hitting on my friend, and now, my senior. Dude, seriously?? I may been seeing you with one eye but trust me bro, I have more on you. I don't know how you did all that You just lost my respect and yeah, you're one hell of every gay's dreamguy not us, the girls. If only I can mention your name here, for every-living-girl's sake, but I don't want to cause any scene after this but please, stop texting me like nothing happened. You're just another smelly stinky shit that should be &%$#@ on! (Don't bother me no good in swearin' I swear) Even a 13 y'o girl can notice that, stewpid. And oh fyi, I'm not sad. I don't even waste a drop of my precious tears for you. Don't worry. You didn't break my heart cuz obviously I never give you any of me but umm, I just can't belive I met species like you. Geez, you remind me of bullshit. And you just don't realize it 'til now don't cha? Oh, well. I know the fact that you're not happy and struggling and whatever shit you're having now but yeaaahh, worth spending time watching. Heh heh heh. Sorry I replied your texts like shit but yeah, you sick bastard should fuck off. Teehee! Pssst, your ex-girlfriend used to be one of my Sayangs so yeahh. Me ain't your anotha dumb blondie honeybee. I know things, so don't you ever underestimate me. Peace!

Sincerely, Winner.

Nagging Thoughts

2011-06-17T22:42:00.017+08:00

Salam.

Oh I learn something today. "Dream big but never talk big" Makan dalam? Be my guest :p Today I wanna share something. Nothing big or what lah, just wondering. I have this one friend. She has everything. Seriously, everything. The wealth that has been given makes her life seems so easy to handle. So yeah, she has everything. Dah tak main lepak Mapley. Dia lepak Paris, Rome ke apa lagi benua dia nak lepak. She always get what she wants so yeah, lucky sangat :3 Somehow, she's still unhappy. Not sure why. Family problems or what but I don't think it has anything to do with the family. But still I wonder, you have everything you wished for and people are dying to be in your shoes but still, why.

Di sini nak tekankan betapa pentingnya Inner Peace.

Sincerely, Master Shifu xoxo.

Move on to the next point. I just proposed to my dad and oh yes, he agreed to send me to US for degree!! #shocker "I'm happy to know that you willing to go abroad. Abah ingat awak taknak pergi," I was like.. what tha?! You told me you won't send me anywhere in the world last time oh my God! -.-" If only I can say that to his face but sebelum dia moodswing, baik diam :p "Awak ikut Adi, apply lah apa yang korang nak. Ikut Zaza ke. Up to you. Go to the same U if you can. Later you come and tell Abah,". Auww auwww auwww Adi Adi, please continue your degree with me please please please! Jangan kerja lagi. Please! So yeah, I spent my precious 60 minutes with Ayahanda talking about "Planning". Life is all about planning, and so on so on. Yeah, we talked about LIFE. If only I can spill everything to him. Nak buka mata betapa baiknya anak dara dia ni. InsyaAllah if I manage to go to the States, Niagara Falls; you just wait! One of the thing I wanna do before I die. With Allah's willing, InsyaAllah everything will be smoothly settled. I mean, I don't hope much. Dapat, rezeki. Tak dapat, ada hikmah. Things happen for reasons, right? He knows what's best for us. God makes no mistakes. All we need to do is, have some faith and you rock! Aicece

Just something to crack you up. Enjoy! :D

Fat Cat

2011-06-15T15:38:00.001+08:00

Hello lovelies!! Whaaaaaaaaddup!!

Good day to start all over again eyy? Oh well, I've been through some I don't know what lah I've been crying for no reasons buang tebiat kot. But oh hey!! I'm officially back on track baby hell yeah!! Don't ask me why out of sudden but surprisingly, I had my wake up call and I feel awesome? Maybe I had some depressions from my supplements taking or whatever that is but hey, I feel awesome today. What's not to love? Time to move on and kick some ass! Over confident pun tak boleh jugak Lyana weyy -.- But we are all born superstars! We're beautiful in our own ways cuz God makes no mistakes. I don't hide myself in regrets. Loving myself and I'm all set! Gaga much? Haha. Yeah, I'm all Gaga now. Gugu Gaga! Avoid the obvious we should be facing the truth. Yeeha!

This is my life and people try to shut me down. Put my music on and those people don't make a sound. I'm in my own world, bursting into tears to the early morning and gone sober without drinking. Some are screaming but I don't hear a thing. Me no caring, what am I staring? All fat cat are messing, am I tearing? I'm missing and what are you doing? I'm singing and the DJ spinning. On the floor we rolling, what am I loosing? I'm shooting and they drop and they falling, hell yeah I'm dancing til the night gone missing without no one's caring and am all about to banging.

I've gone high. High upon the stars, starring.

Mi Amore Vole Fè!

P/S : Happy Birthday, B!tch. :p

My Sheltering Cloud

2011-06-13T18:31:00.008+08:00

When everything seems to be right, there's a feeling inside saying something's wrong. I just can't let it out when I don't even know where to start. I don't know what's the big deal or even what's my problem actually. I can't explain. I don't know if I'm really getting better or am I just getting used to the pain. But one thing that I know, once I saw you, everything rushed into my brain out of nowhere, all of a sudden this overwhelming sadness rushes over me and I get discouraged and I get upset and I feel hopeless, sad, and hurt and once again I become numb to the world. I miss you Adi :(( "It feels as though I have a string tied here under my left rib where my heart is, tightly knotted to you in a similar fashion. And when you go, with all that distance between us, I am afraid that this cord will be snapped, and I shall bleed inwardly," (Charlotte Brontë) It's been ages since the last time we actually sit together and had some real chat. So near yet so far. But glad to know that you still follow my blog sangat terharu :'DD Ngaaaaaaa!! I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you! Can't wait to tell you betapa tahinya lelaki sekarang. Like there's no other topic, heh. Going for a dindin with Adie tonight. At last, I found my shoulders back. I can’t stand by the side and watch this life pass me by. Somehow, I need you to accompany me. Feeling so unhappy yet as safe as I could be. At least I know you're always there for me? I'm happy enough to live in this world. All these days, they feel like they are all the same, just with different faces and different place. Please get me out of here. Without you, I feel like a stranger standing on this road. Hohohohohohohohoh jiwang okay thank you.

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